ATTESTATION

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.For over 20 years I struggled seeking the best way to find completion and resolution with all my personal issues including a well balanced and harmonious state of personal health as well as full integration on a personal level of all the lessons learned from all my past actions in thought, word and deed. As time went by the demands of the family; work place and other worldly affairs continued to pull me in many different directions which in many ways pushed me towards questioning my reason for being as well as the available paths towards complete healing and full spiritual integration. For years I literally chased my tail like a little puppy as I was totally identified with the concept of "doing". I thought I was the doer and had the expectation that I was separated from the divine, as well as separated from the infinite and abundant healing and love energy the entire Cosmos has and was ready to share with the entire creation. Subsequently, because I felt like "I was the doer" and I always thought that "I knew what I was doing",  I kept toiling in a constant struggle when things did not meet not only my expectations, but furthermore they did not bear any fruits. Even though I was " doing the right thing" my pursuits were futile and without any satisfaction. My constant turmoil placed me on a path of no return, overstretched in every direction. Essentially I ended up "hanging from a cliff with no rope left". Along the way there were many times when God would always show me a way to establish my personal connection with him, but I had this  personal investment in "Doing what I thought I Should Do", which led me to  miss all the signs on the road that would lead me to find a direct path to God. It wasn't t until I was beaten up by life itself having reach a "Dead end " which  brought me to a place where I was finally willing to listen to what God had to say to me. I found myself embracing the Constant Integrated awareness which is established when the thought; word and deed come into alignment with the Will of God. It was then that I heard clearly the Call of God the Father and his message for my life. : Our personal effort or investment in what we do whether the goal is enlightenment or complete healing accounts only for 25%. The help of a teacher or Guru accounts for another 25% but this alone is not enough. Another 50% is required to reach the goal (100%). That 50% represents the Divine Grace of our creator. Without it nothing can be achieved according to his will in order to have a life lived with a  destiny fulfilled. Without God's grace of his constant integrated awareness in my life I was still kept in darkness until his grace literally saved me as his light dispelled the darkness in. my life. In other words it is The Lord himself who chooses you, contrary to what we normally believe that "we are the ones choosing God". The Grace of God is the balance tipper, the forger of divine destiny fullfiled; where the impossible becomes possible as we start a new chapter living a life in constant alignment with the Will of God. If I were to sum it all up I would conclude by saying that it is only when we come to the inner realization that at the end of the day all problems cease to exist as soon as we exercise complete surrender. As this process began in my life I could see within six months my integration and spiritual unfolding was such that what could not be accomplished in. 20 years was set into mation and accomplished in less than six moths, giving me deeper understanding of my life's higher purpose and destiny in the healing process of other souls. But the life destiny can not be unveiled until there is complete healing of myself as a healer and instrument of God. As the Lord himself has said "with surrender comes illumination and also Complete healing and fulfilling of a life destiny."  Thank you for the opportunity to share my personal experience with constant integrated awareness. 

My story with integrated healing starts with my own struggles after I was labeled with attention deficit hyperactivity disorder and anxiety. Since I was a young child I have had to dealt chronically with those behavioral issues. After experiencing the separation from my mother due to unforeseen life circumstances that required her absence for several years which in turn elicited an unexpected separation and divorce between my parents. Which affected me at a core level specially during my vulnerable years as a teenager and later on young adult. I graduated high school in the top 20% of my class and proceeded to University, where I completed a bachelors degree in Chemistry. It was not until 2017 when I had a traumatic experience that would change the trajectory of my life, when I was in a rollover car accident that would have killed me had I not been wearing my seat belt. I sustained multiple injuries culminating in left shoulder surgery which required over six months of physical therapy which was a reality check for someone my age whom was used to constant physical activity and relied on my physical strength to interact with the rest of the world.After this experience outwardly I put on a facade of strength that would carry me through the upcoming months as I dealt with an avalanche of issues including the severe anxiety, overindulgence of my senses and a false sense of achievement with a gambling adiction that this experience gave me. My attention deficit disorder which was primarily controlled by my exercise regimen and pharmaco-theraputic agents was completely out of control. I had severe spurts of agoraphobia and anxiety, and there were days where my thoughts would go totally out of control and I had no explanation for why this would happen. Prescription drugs for my behavioral disorders helped me some what, but the side effects of these medications was taking its toll leading to obesity and inactivity. Getting started with holistic healing was a miracle for me, as I learned how to integrate a positive outlook on my life regardless of the circumstances around me. My anxiety slowly started to fade away with reiki healing and meditation. I am somebody who has been taught traditional medicine and understand the physiological processes of the body very well, and I use to scoff at things like acupuncture and aura-cleansing. Things that I thought were pseudoscience changed my life. Aura cleansing helped my ability to meditate and gave me laser sharp focus that is still getting better as I continue to implement the practices of this process. This process taught me the importance of integrating traditional medicine with holistic medicine. And as a result I was able to safely get off my prescribed meds for my ADHD. And find myself with a clarity of mind I have never experienced before.

I had a serious MVA and sustained a Medial meniscal injury which was documented on  MRI.  I was unable to walk, climb up and down the stairs, and was placed on a  wheel chair for mobility.

All medical treatments failed and finally the only option offered  as a solution was surgery.

I refused surgery and opted for an Integrated holistic medical approach. 

I was given several integrative modalities :

1) Loose weight with the right Satwic diet

2) Angelic healing, and meditation

3-) Raiki Healing

4) Cord Cutting

5) Psychic surgery

Among several alternatives.

Based on my personal experience  what I have learned from this process was that we as  Souls have a subconscious mind, which is constantly active and always, carrying a big burden from our past experiences.

I also learned  how to let go of my past negative experiences, and have come to the realization that happiness comes in micro portions... but we fail to recognize the change. Eventually I was  able to let go of all my past grievances .. whether it was about my childhood , motherhood or my spouse. I learned to forget and forgive them all including my own trespasses against others and others trespasses  in my life. At the end of the day I have also learned  to thank God for the wonderful blessings and realized immediately.. I was able to get out of my wheel chair and walk with out a cane  or a knee support walker. Now my joy and happiness has overflowed in my life  beyond imagination. I went through Reiki healing, acupuncture, angelic healing psychic surgery and finally cord cutting and several affirmations that made me a whole new person , I recommend without reservations this healing modality for complete healing of all disease process and chronic ailments. Thankyou.